Activities and Thoughts
I had been switched to understanding the development of the radius server in March and in June I have been transferred to Wimax, I worked on the Linux essentials up to March 1st. I closed all the doors of software development in March and tried to build skills on hardware/network. Then I also worked on Web development and Agile (frequent reassessment and development plans) tool development. Worked on also database modularity.
I am obvious to forget things as I worked in diverse fields. I have also worked on developing several tools and understanding the packaging process until the last five years from 2014-2019. I was in huge mental pressure which forced me to forget many things and subjects by this time. Also, I have day-to-day anxiety with my personal life. I relate to study too frequently. I am forgetting words too frequently as I communicate in Bengali and use English words seldom. I practice very often, as I delve into the understanding system and practicing on my gained theoretical knowledge. I have forgotten many things that I have read and most of the reasons I cleared my brain is that things got obsolete. I also need to work on TOEFL and GRE. Now when I am returning to core development many things I require which needs previous knowledge. I thought things got changed though I know the core system doesn't change. I didn't communicate with the outer world to know for a while. I remained with my own skill development.
Now, when I looked back I realized that my all research is a complete loss of time when I am not rewarded for the hard work. I practiced a lot but the team with which I worked did not pay me value for the work. So, my total waste of 10 years now kicking me for my faults. I know many things need time, but I should at least be recognized for the work I have done.
This is all about my experience background.
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